Have I... Blown This Out of Proportion?

Have I... Blown This Out of Proportion?

I'm unsure if
I sent of my bombs too soon,
if these explosions have been too strong,
not simply making my point,
but destroying things in the process,
things I may never regain.
That was never my intention,
for the hurt has been extended
far enough at this point.
One cannot heal with more pain,
so why does it feel like
I've simply been spreading it around
until now I've put on too much,
overpowering all the other flavors
that I was wanting to add
to my bitter sweet sandwich?
I plead forgiveness if I've gone too far;
I've never dealt with anything
quite like this before,
and though that is a
weak defense,
it's the only bulwark I have at this point.
So, rather than endanger my remaining defenses,
I will slave away at rebuilding
what we had,
improving upon the original blueprints
in order to create the best design
for the both of us.