Ug.
I find myself unable to sleep because of a simple realization; I don't want to stop this blog. I don't want to stop sharing my life with those whom I love, even if we may be going through rough times as of late, and this thing keeps me relatively sane in a world that generally likes to take a nice shit on me every few months to make sure things don't get too upbeat, even when starting anew at college.
So, yea, I'll keep posting, dry your tears, jump for joy, etc. etc.
I was just in a very dark place in the last post, and I highly doubt this will be the last time I make a similar post like that. I guess every now and then one must put everything they do into question in order to recognize how much it means to them, especially when it's gone.
I hope that none of you leave my life, as you are all very special and close to me in some fashion, giving me a reason to exist in this scary, frustrating, heart-wrenching world. I hope this acts as a tether to hold us all together, even when distanced, either by the world or by our issues, pulling us back together even when the going gets tough.
So I'll be posting again tomorrow. Until then, love and peace.
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