I finally cried again today. It felt so good, letting out all that raw emotion. It's been so long since I've been able to, and I think I've discovered why; it seems that the only time I'm ever able to cry is when I'm alone with my sister and I'm really feeling off. This has awakened me to a lot, and I'm frustrated and hurt by the way we've grown apart over the years. So here's to us, sister; let's never fall apart again.
Tears
I feel all my pain,
my suffering,
my hurt,
my loss,
the nightmares and awful memories,
the pent up frustration,
the cacophony of confusion,
stream down my face,
the raw emotion
pulling at my face and beard,
as if they are not done with me yet,
yearning to torture me some more.
But then there's your shoulder
to snatch them away,
ridding them from my mind and spirit.
You purify my heart
and sooth my soul.
As my shudders and sobs lessen,
I feel like I remember you
from a time long ago,
and I pray that we never lose sight of each other again.
it's good to hear that you and your sister are getting close again.
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